Liquid Love

I thought about this title as my left knee has been hurting quite a lot lately.

I for some reason bump into things with my left knee.

I did it last week getting off the ice in a hurry, not paying attention and hit the barrier hard.

I was focusing on lunch.

After we skate, we reward ourselves with a nice lunch, and for some reason I was very hungry.

This will teach me to not talk when I could have felt and listened to where I was going.

I tried putting ice on the knee, heat, and some kind of a cream that is suppose to help athletes with painful muscles or joints.

I tried this for a few days, and the pain remained.

I could feel the disruption of energy around my knee, and the more I tried, the worse the pain got.

I felt so frustrated I just stopped doing anything.

That is when I started to feel something interesting.

I became quiet, and began to be with my sore knee, and my right hip had a tingling sensation which felt really good.

I didn’t do anything to my knowledge but observe and feel my right hip as to my left knee.

It was like my hip and knee were having some kind of a dialogue with each other without me doing anything merely witnessing this interesting dialogue.

The sore knee and comfortable hip started to feel like liquid water flowing towards each other.

A thought came into my mind to do an experiment.

What If I could imagine feeling like my knee was made of water that was moving freely and easily like a river or a stream with a current.

I felt the current, the river and stream, and then a calm lake.

Interesting I thought as when I experienced the calm lake, my knee stopped aching and the stiffness reduced like it was melting.

It felt as if a sugar cube was dissolving in and around my knee and the knee got fluid.

I thought as I do about life and whatever I am doing now seems to apply to sensitive movement and sensitive skating.

This incredible sense of all is well surged through my body which got me to another thought or maybe a state of being.

This energy felt like love, but this love felt fluid, liquid, pliable like water and beyond water if that makes any sense.

It felt good so in my awareness it made perfect sense, and still makes sense.

I can feel this just by remembering the experience I tried with the knee and hip.

I’m intending to do more of this and feel where this goes.

It sure feels like liquid love to me.

Balance has a fluidity to it as we somehow always move.

Even though we think we’re standing still things still are moving internally.

This kind of energy exploration or experiencing feels really good.

Maybe beyond good and more like fun.

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