Spirit Sustains and Doubt Drains
I started thinking of this topic this morning as my mail wouldn’t come in fast as it usually does.
It wasn’t just mail but no site came up fast or easy.
Using a screen reader just added to the challenge.
I started pushing thoughts together and trying to make myself think the mail would come quicker by forcing myself to feel good or push thoughts to form into something I could manage.
The more I tried, the more I got angry which didn’t feel good, as my resistance grew which felt even worse!
I started feeling helpless and then it hit me like a flash of light. Maybe a flash of common sense is more like it, but either way it hit me!
When I got still, and decided to use my imagination to only imagine what I really and absolutely wanted, which was to have my mail and other sites work easily and with out effort.
I started to feel better even though nothing happened so far in the physical.
Something happened in my mind and emotions.
I found the customer support number for my service provider, called, and got a lovely lady who was so pleasant and patient as she explained a few things to me which within ten minutes, my mail was up, andcould open web pages easily, and everything moved fast both sending and receiving as well as surfing are now almost instantaneous.
Who could ask for more I thought.
I learned so much from this one little experience which if I would have allowed myself to stay stuck in the anger, I would never have been able to move to a level of no resistance.
I also didn’t stop my anger. I merely acknowledged it which stopped the resistance and I was able to feel flow which was when I found the customer support number with ease and had a wonderful dialogue with the nice lady who helped me solve this problem.
This issue with sending and receiving mail as well as navigating web pages with ease taught me again that focusing on what I really want is not a bad idea, and very practical indeed.
To me, spirit is like imagination, and doubt is like draining energy like a flopped Souffle
Think about this for a moment. If spirit can sustain, then doubt can drain which to me makes perfect sense.